838 days

It's been 838 days since you left and no doubt, it is getting easier to accept the fact that you're never coming back. I always wonder how you would feel about me going so far away from home to study; approx. 1000km. I have sooooo many stories to tell you about what's been happening the past 2 years and more. I still go through days where I just have breakdowns just like the first day. I've always imagined having you around till I get married, have kids and all. Of course, I expected you to be here when I finished my SPM. It was a shock to me and still is. Never would I have thought that you would go at such a young age. That was the first time I ever skipped an exam in secondary school, knowing how I can never re-sit a test but I knew I wanted to be there to send you off to your resting place and it's a decision I will never ever regret. Well, that's about it for now I guess. I love you and miss you loads, my guardian angel. Like how I end every letter I type to you on my phone, with the two emojis. [angel baby] [green heart]