Clueless

When I first came here with you and I was bawling on the bed in the hotel room saying I was scared and I wanted to go home, you told me I could call you at anytime and even if you were busy in the middle of the day, you would still answer my call! What happened to that, mum? I don't even know what I've done and you're just out of nowhere, shutting me out! At least tell me. Let me know. I'm sorry for whatever I did but because 1000km away from home and not even being able to communicate with you since you've even been blueticking me sucks! With my finals so close, I just need something close to home. What's going on, I'm clueless, Mum! Please just talk to me. I don't care if you yell at me just don't shut me out.